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  1. Hi Sofia

    I’ve always been “weird” as a child. Felt misunderstood. I’ve always been able to pick up on people’s energy and spirit. I think that I have recently found my twin but I am confused as to whether or not this could be karmic. The reason I question it is because when we first met in middle school we dated briefly (I wasn’t really into boys or kissing etc. I had low self-esteem) When we broke up he told my friend he really loved me. A few years later when I had a different boyfriend he (my twin) told me he didn’t want to force me into anything because we might have a future and he doesn’t want to ruin it. Now! As I am 23 and we reunited a year ago with more seriousness. I am starting to feel the powerful connections. Even when I try to pull away it calls to me. In the middle of the night. It’s like he is inside my head and can hear my thoughts. Now I question if it’s karmic because he was suppose to be my first but I was too scared and told him I wasn’t ready. And I fear that because I made that mistake so long ago of not realizing who he is to me today I have messed up our present or maybe future. But I feel there is a reason for everything. I know I love him. He makes me want to get closer to God. I long to go home. He inspires me to better myself. I’ve been lost for so long, loss of passion and confusion after university but now I feel I’m beginning to understand. I feel peaceful. But my fear of losing him pulls me back to a dark place and that dear comes from not giving him a chance when we were younger. When I try to stay away from him and start to get good at it, my soul literally cries for him. I know I have work to do, and he’s my motivation.

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